Tuesday, August 9


Lately has just kind of sucked.. well the last month has just kind of sucked..

Tuesday, May 3

The Rules of a Lady

1. Play hard to get
2. Be the woman a man needs, not the woman that needs a man
3. Always accept a compliment
4. If he leaves or gives up on you, remember, its his loss. Not yours.
5. If he doesn't respect you, then you deserve better.
6. You're beautiful and no one has the right to tell you that you are not.
7. Don't fall for a guy who isn't willing to catch you.
8. Embrace your flaws and be true to who you really are.
9. Never lose your faith in finding your perfect someone.
10. Look like a butterfly, sting like a bee.
11. Cover up. Being a mystery is more sexy than showing every inch of yourself off.
12. Being single doesn mean your weak, it means you're strong enough to wait for what you really deserve.
13. The little black dress is a classic for a reason.
14. A real lady holds her head high, but never her nose.
15. Never underestimate the power of warm greeting.
16. For the love of decency, never chew with your mouth open.
17. A lady knows her limits. No matter what, stick to your guns.
18. Never make him carry your chihuahua unless you don't want him around for very long.
19. If you expect him to give you girl time, expect to give him guy time.
20. A subtle, yet noticeable lip bite possesses exceptional power. Use with caution.
21. True beauty comes from within.
22. Confidence is sexy.
23. Never let a man define you. Be amazing on your own.
24. You might feel worthless to one person, but you're priceless to another. Dont ever forget your value.
25. Don't get your hopes up, don't let your guard down.
26. If you 're not worth the trouble, then he's not worth the time.
27. Be refined, polite and well-spoken.
28. Act like a lady, think like a man
29. Be classy & fabulous always.
30. Always be yourself around him. If he can't accept you for your quirks then he's not worth it.
31. Remember; if he wants to, he will.
32. Your dresses should be tight enough to show you're a woman, but loose enough to show you're a lady.
33. "If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
34. Never regret something that once made you smile.
35. Be brave, be bold and the guy will be yours.
36. A true lady doesn't start fights, but sure knows how to finish them.
37. Make him chase you.
38. Do not stereotype guys; they're definitely not all the same.
39. Always classy. Never trashy. Just a little nasty.

Rules of a Gentleman

1. Walk with her on the beach.
2. Give her your sweater when she's cold.
3. Never talk about other girls in front of her.
4. Learn how to play the piano for her.
5. Comfort her when she's scared.
6. Watch the sunset with her.
7. If she can't sleep, read her a bedtime story.
8. If you get in a fight with her and she starts crying, just stop and hold her.
9. Never force her to do anything.
10. Call her beautiful, especially when she least expects it.
11. Never let her walk home alone.
12. Play with her hair when she's laying on your chest.
13. Always make the first move.
14. Never lie to her, she'll find out.
15. Kiss her when she's sleeping.
16. Sing to her no matter how terrible your voice is... she'll like it.
17. When she's fighting with someone, defend her even when you don't think she's right.
18. Accept her for who she is.
19. Call her beautiful instead of hot or sexy.
20. Don't let go first during a hug.
21. Tell her if she has something in her hair.
22. Tell her you love her before she falls asleep every night.
23. Never go through her messages.
24. Making her look bad infront of your friends, will make you look bad too.
25. Always have her back.
26. Kiss her in the rain.
27. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
28. Stay on the call with her even if she fell asleep.
29. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
30. Give her piggyback rides.
31. Call her babe.
32. Apologize when you're wrong.
33. Always open the door for her.
34. Boobs or butts don't matter.
35. Notice the little things.
36. Give her flowers.
37. Good hygiene is a must.
38. Be confident.
39. Don't swear.
40. Carry things for her.
41. Always be the stronger one.
42. Pay for dinner.
43. Hold her chair.
44. Be a good listener.
45. Don't brag.
46. Compliment her.
47. Don't use her.
48. Respect her.
49. Perform random acts of kindness.
50. Never take her for granted.
51. Hang out with her friends too, not just yours.
52. Give her breakfast in bed.
53. Do whatever it takes to make her happy.
54. She's more important than videogames.
56. If she slaps you, you probably deserve it.
57. She should have three things from you, your sweatshirt, a stuffed animal, and a really pretty ring.
58. Never slap her, even if it's just in a joking way.
59. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
60. Forget her birthday once and you're screwed.
61. Hug her from the back.
62. Never insult her, even if you're joking around.
63. Never miss a date.
64. Try your best to get her something on your vacation... it doesn't have to be expensive as long as it comes from the heart.
65. Where that knitted sweater she made for you... if will mean the world to her.
66. Never ask her to buy you things.
67. If you love her, show her, not your friends.
68. Don't get upset if she wants to watch chick flicks.
69. When she's sick, don't neglect her.
70. Reply to her texts.
71. Never ask a girl out because of a dare.
72. Never be late for a date.
73. Unexpected suprises.
74. When both of you are in a fight, take the blame even if she's wrong.
75. Listen to what she has to say.
76. If you know she loves you, don't play with her emotions and take advantage of it.
77. When she refuses to talk to you because you did something to upset her, insist and make up for it.
78. Make her feel like a princess.
79. Shift to the dangerous side when crossing the street.
80. When she drops something, stop whatever you're doing to help her.
81. Never let her down or blow her off.
82. Treat her like your best friend.
83. Kiss the back of her hand.
84. Love her when she least deserves it-- that's when she needs it the most.
85. Tell her your stories and feelings too. She wants to hear them. Promise.
86. Don't tell her lies just to spare her feelings, she'd rather know the truth now rather than finding out later.
87. Yes, "I'm cold" is another way of saying "hug me".
88. Believe her and always believe in her.
89. Always listen to what she has to say.
90. Good grammar is sexy.
91. Look her in the eyes.
92. Let her rest her head on your shoulder.
93. Take the initiative to go and talk to her.
94. Have pillow fights with her.
95. Never talk bad behind her back.
96. Never be a jerk to her infrot of her friends.
97. Never go to parties or hang out with other girls without her.
98. Never make excuses.
99. Dont talk to her when you're mad... you will screw something up.
100. Don't try to keep anything from her.
101. Slip sweet notes in random places for her to come across.. they will make her day.
102. Never let a day pass without saying "I love you" to her.
103. Alwasy protect her from any kind of harm.
104. Never give her a reason to think she's the man in the relationship.
105. Grand gestures.
106. Kiss her under the stars.
107. Love her unconditionally.
108. Make her an album of the songs that remind you of her.
109. Never lead her on if you know nothing's going to happen.
110. Never answer the "Does this make me look fat?" question... it's a trick.
111. If you love her, never let her slip away.
112. Your warmth soothes her heart.
113. When going out, don't ask her what she wants to do, take charge and decide.
114. Smile and laugh at her jokes, even if they aren't funny.
115. If you don't have time for her, make time for her.
116. Always be available for her.
117. If you love her, tell her before it's too late.
118. Never forget an anniversary.
119. When you're around her, always make her feel like you're her first and last.
120. It's the little compliments that mean a lot to her.
121. Show her off infront of your or her friends.
122. When she's tired, carry her.
123. Never accuse.
124. Do it becuase you want to, not because you want something back in return.
125. Actions speak louder than words.
126. Hae those I-love-you-more fights...she thinks it's cute.
127. Don't say "whatever" when you are arguing... it'll make her more mad.
128. Never blame her for your mistakes.
129. She loves that cute smirk. Promise.
130. A gentleman is one who never hurts anyone's feelings unintentionally.
131. No more bro's before hoe's. Well respected women, before bro's.
132. Don't go anywhere without kissing her goodbye.
133. Hold the door for every girl, attractive or not.
134. Try to write a song for her, even if you're not musically inclined... she'll love it no matter what.
135. Text her good morning to have her day start with a smile.
136. She comes first. Always.
137. Never let her forget how much she means to you.
138. Never let her fall asleep waiting for your call.
139. Her "nothing" is always something.
140. Never tell a girl she doesn't understand. Ever. Chances are, she does.
141. Forehead kisses.
142. Have a day for just you and her, she loves the one on one time.
143. Have tickle fights with her...but let her win.
144. Dance with her even when there's no music on.
145. Stay up, even if you are tired to talk or chat with her.  
146. Never give her a reason to doubt your feelings for her.
147. Never reject her kisses or hugs.
148. Don't text or call her just because you're bored.
149. Kiss her spontaneously in the middle of her sentence.
150.  Love her for who she is, not fo who you want her to be.
151. When she pushes you away, pull her in closer.
152. Call her "love". It sounds classy.
153. Tuck her hair behind her ear.
154. Never compare her with your ex-girlfriends. She is incomparable.
155. Never underestimage a girl's ability to find things out.
156. If you fall in love with her, tell her. Just be prepared to catch her.
157. In the middle of a hug, squeeze a little harder... she'll love it, promise.
158. A gentleman always cheers for his hometown team. Win or lose.
159. A gentleman respects every woman in his life. If you can't respect your own mother, forget about respexting your girlfriend.
160. Stupid lame jokes; awkwardly adorable moments.
161. A gentleman always thinks before he says.
162. A gentleman is never rude.

Skipping Fifth

Sooo, i'm skipping fifth because i was late. Okay, that sounds dumb, you definitely need to listen to the whole story.So i never ever go to my fifth hour. I hate that class so much, sososososo much... so I was actually going to go today but i walked up to the door and the bell rang. So Mr. Wilson made me go back down to the office to get a slip so I just didnt go to class and I went and hung out with Mr. Gosney instead.
So now I'm on weheartit.com looking up a bunch of random pictures, its the best thing ever.


The last 7 days of school, I've only been at school for like 3 of them. Lol. Shiit. I have the worst senioritis ever. I know I need to go to school just for like attendance reasons but there is no actual point of going. The teachers are to the point where half of them dont even take attendance anymore. Its. Crazy. I cant believe I  am graduating high school in like 4 weeks. Wow. 12 years turned into 4 freakikng weeks. The time has gone by so fast. Its weird how time seems to go soo slow during the day but then the days seem to go by sooo freaking fast. I dont get it. I really dont.
Ahh, oh well.
Some awesome pictures for the day:

Mmmm, I love Tiffany & Co. If anyone wants to just get me something from Tiffanys, you're more than welcome:)

Wednesday, April 20

YAY! :)

Prom Princess <3

Soo happpy, Now I canttt wait for prom. I'll post pictures after :) Promiseee<3


Friday, April 15

Prom Queen

Its such a title. Such an honor. To even be nominated for it is amazing : ) Today at school I was nominated for Prom Queen. I'm sooo excited : ) Although, I dont think I will win, it is still just an honor to be nominated. : ) Yaaaaaaaay!! : )


Its not like I play any instruments. And I can carry a tune but only in the car or the shower... I have terrible stage fright. But somehow, someway, music is the most amazing thing in my life. It picks me up when no one and nothing else can. I dont know how, I dont know why, the lyrics just make me feel so much emotion. I dont even know how it happened, or when it started but with one click of the play button on that magical music device called my ipod I can get completely lost in a world that is unlike anything in this world. It can be Western one minutes complete with cowboy boots and tractors and the next I can be bawling my eyes out because a song somehow makes me feel alive. And not even the type of alive that every human is.. the type of alive that I feel like I could conquer the whole universe with one simple step. It gives me that extra boost of confidence that nothing else can even come close to. Its like a drug. An Addiction.
Its also really really easy for me to associate songs and other artists lyrics with how I feel about someone or something. I've never really understood why but the second I hear certain parts in songs they open up a whole part of me for a person.  The scariest thing to me is that I can be completely comtrolled my music. An ex of mine completely understood that and felt the same way. and at the beginning of our relationship that was a good thing because he would play songs in the car that he knew would make me fell special and important to him but by the end of our relationship... I was hearing songs about just letting go and saying goodbye and how I will never be good enough.. It was excruciating. I never ever want to go through that again. I felt so broken and unwanted and un-needed. There are so many things that will remind me of him.. "Last Kiss" by Taylor Swift is actually coming through the speakers of the computer as I type right now. thats why this blog entry turned into being about my ex.. this song reminds me of our relationship so much..
Alright well, I guess I will probably blog later, or right now but about something else...

Thursday, March 31


So, I have decided I'm going to get a tattoo..
I turn 18 in 12 days, TWELVE and I'm not buying a prom dress anyore so, I have some extra cash and I think I've decided that what I want is a tattoo.

It's the best. I'm so extremely excited, I turn 18 in 11 days. ELEVEN!!<3 Yaaaay! and the first thing I'm going to do is get it. <333333333333333333

Saturday, March 12

Kimmi says...

that if I get on my blog at school three more times shes going to delete it. So I'm gonna kill her. Easily.


Has anyone else heard about the "Waffles & Chicken" meal from IHop? It is a genious idea but I mean really?! wtf, whoever thought of that was definitely high. Anywoo, I think I want some, waffles and chicken that is, it sounds good. As long as i can order some white gravy with my chicken becuase Dairy Queen has me addicted to the white gravy that they give me in my chicken baskets.

Lately I have been thinking a lot about life. Recently, a close friend of the family, lost his job (he made a small mistake that was NOT his fault at all and his company is downsizing anyways, so any excuse to fire someone is good enough). Although most would look at this situation and think "Wow, that sucks" if you knew him and his situation, you would understand why I am not freaking out too much. I feel like i have to give a bit of a backround story. See, his work resides in Alabama... well, more like 85 miles off the coast of Alabama, in the middle of the ocean, on a litttttle bitty platform. He has two teenage kids in need of a father and one littttlle baby who is so freaking cute, you dont even understand, who although may not realize that he needs a father, definitely needs one too. With him all the way across the country 1/2 the time and all of his kids here, that definitely cramps this whole "parenting" thing's style. I look up to him, because alothough there is much more to the story that I am not going to post  on here, (for privacy reasons), he still tries to be in his kids life as much as he can. He tries his absolute hardest to make sure they understand the difference between right and wrong. He tries to make sure he is available if they need anything or they need to talk and when they ask to be treated like adults, he treats them like so (the good, and the bad). I think this qualifies as a good dad, and a good man, trying to look out for his kids and not the bailing when the going gets tough.

Sometimes I wish my biological dad had been more of a man. Or would grow some balls and try to talk to me. Its almost pathetic that I have been living on this Earth for almost 18 years and I have never spoken to someone who should be one of the most important people in your life. Not one birthday card. Not anything. i almost want to send him a gradutation announcement so that he knows that I am successful. So that he knows. What the hell he is missing out on.

Wednesday, March 9


I've got 99 problems... but being your bitch isnt one.
Thats it.

Tuesday, March 8

Apparently today is Mardi Gras?

The only reason I know this is becuase it was brought to my attention by a boy at my school pracing around with a ribbon-y headdress telling everyone that "Guys! It's Mardi Gras today". Gotta love high school, right?
I wonder how Mardi Gras got started, like the beads and the nudity and the colors. its kindof an odd holiday. Doncha think?
Happy Mardi Gras

Freaking Creepy



Sooo, last night my friend Brooke and I were literally psycho. We were so increibly crazy.

It was SO fun. We went to Safeway at like 12:30 for oatmeal...on a school night. It was great. We got doughtnuts, cheddar and sour cream Ruffles, and oatmeal! Soooo delicious.

 By the doughtnuts I found this little singing keychain that is High School Musical and sings "Fabulous". It is adorable. Unfortunately I made the mistake of putting it on my keys and now, as I sit in first hour, it keeps going off. VERY loudly. It's driving me crazy.

 On the way to the store we were singing "Never Grow Up" by Taylor Swift

and it reminded me so much of my 10 year old brother and how much he has grown up in the past year. then I got to thinking about growing up and Hole. Ee. Crap. There are 88 days. 88. Eighty. Eight. That is CRAZY. Thats less the three months. WHEN DID I GET SO OLD?!?!? I'm nervous about graduating. SO nervoud. What am I going to do after. Do I go to colllege? Do I take a year off? And I want to see the world, how is that going to happen if I just go to college and then get a job and get married? SO MANY OPTIONS. Since I am SUCH an indecisive person. It is crazy. Ah. I'm nervous. I dont want to grow up. :(


Monday, March 7


I really need to do my government, its not even funny.
I've been procrastinating for the last four months & I really need to just sit down and do it. Baseball games are going to be starting soon and I dont want to have to miss baseball games to do government. SOOO I am going to do it. Starting now. Okay, maybe tomorrow(:

If I had a room like this to study in, I would study even if I didnt have anything to study. Hahaha


Saturday, March 5

My Life Is All Glitter & Rainbows

I have recently come to the conclusion that anything and everything glittery or brightly colored, I. Want.
I honestly cannot help myself when I walk into the local Macys and there is a glittery pair of $65 shoes. I need them. I have to have them. Once I see these shoes, I no longer have control of my body (or wallet) and somehow these shoes end up in a cute little white back with a red star on them and in the car on the way to my house. and i mysteriously miss $65.
Hell, Id probably pay for a bright colored napkin or a glittery poop scooper.
It's easily an obsession.


Thursday, January 27

Dear HHS Security,

It is quite pathetic what the administration in public schools are allowed to do these days. Yes, I know they are "there for the safety of students attending the school" but really? Does anyone else realize that all they do is get in to others business. Now, this really didnt bug me much until I was signing onto my beloved Facebook and there was a friend request from the lovely Rita Sita. Rita. Sita. REALLY?!? I mean come on Hanford. How inconspicuous of you. Anyway, after denying this lovely 17-year-old from Richland, Washington, I logged off Facebook completely dumbfounded. I then proceeded over the next few days to receive four, FOUR, not one or two, but 1-2-3-FOUR more friend requests from fake Facebook's.
Right about now you may be asking yourself. Tori? How exactly do you know when you have a fake Facebook request? Well, let me just give you the quick and simple rundown. Number 1, When someone adds you on Facebook with a name that rhymes, it's probably fake. I mean who names a child Rita Sita. Number 2, If it's a "teenage girl" and she only has 1 or 2 semi blurry pictures, or their profile picture is of someone famous, it's probably fake. I mean really? What teenage girl only has 1 or 2 pictures on Facebook. Number 3, If they have numerous new friends, who all seemingly attend your high school and most are people who party or would have pictures of others partying on their Facebook, its prooooooobably fake.
I don't understand what makes these authority figures believe that they have the right to get into our personal business. It is the schools business to teach us. Not to parent us. This brings up another subject I have a REAL problem with. That the school wont excuse some absences when our parents excuses aren't "good enough". No one gave them permission to decide whether my mom wanting to let me sleep in on a school day a good enough excuse or not. They don't know me outside of school and have NO clue about my life. All they know about me is I am a student who regularly attends Hanford High school and I missed a class. Although I can understand how some students would take COMPLETE advantage of a world where security guards and administration didn't try to run our lives or parent us, I would not. Actually, that is a complete a total lie. I would definitely take advantage of this but, yano? These adults I address by the name of Mr. and Mrs. every day have already graduated. They've attended school, gone to classes, maybe even skipped a little. These adults need to understand that my decisions will affect my life, not theirs. Not going to 5th hour, should remain to be none of their business.
Weekends and time outside of school should also remain to be absolutely NONE of their business. If a student can pull off a party or two here and there, without the police intervening, why should the school feel as though they can be involved? Who gave them the right to investigate us as though we are some sort of murderer or terrible criminal from Comption? Maybe some enjoy taking a shot every hour, on the hour, from the second they walk in the door from school on Friday afternoon until Sunday night before they go to bed. Why is anyone at Hanfords business.. Okay. Maybe I'm overexagerating...a little...ok a lot. But you all understand what I am trying to portray here, correct?
I would like administration and security guards to leave me and my friends the hell alone. Jesus tits.
So, to conclude probably the most opinionated piece of writing I have ever wrote in my life I would like to say that my friend Justin and I are going to make a fake Facebook and just add all of the fake Facebook's that our beloved high school security guards are making to try to keep track of us and just mess with them. Thankyou<3